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Module Evaluation OUIL505
This module
has been challenging. I didn’t get my time management right at all, and I
really struggled because of this. My initial ideas were all over the place. I
think, for me, there was too much free reign, and instead of having one great
idea, I had hundreds of not so bad ones that just didn’t seem to work out.
I had every
intention of incorporating ceramics into my practice during this module, but
after giving this a go, and realising that it takes weeks and weeks for things
to be done in the workshop, I realised that this wasn’t practical, and wouldn’t
have been a good idea to be so reliant on someone else’s schedule.
This set me
back a little, because ceramics was the only thing I was certain about. I thought
that if the ceramics worked, everything else would fall into place.
Choosing my
own topic to illustrate was really difficult for me, because at the start of
this module, I wasn’t sure what I was passionate about, or what interested me
enough to work on for a long period of time. If I was given the module now,
after completing responsive and context of practice, I think my subject would
have been completely different.
I tried to
add my values in wherever possible, but the subject as a whole wasn’t something
that interested me.
Over time,
I started to enjoy what I was doing, but I spent a large chunk of this module
kicking myself for being so stupid. I panic when given the option to take a
project anywhere, that’s why I wanted to do illustration, its brief led and
direct.
However, I’ve
learnt so much about myself in the last few months, and I don’t think it would
scare me quite as much anymore.
It took me
a very long time to finalise what I was doing, but once I had, it was a lot
easier to seek help and advice from my peers and tutors. Towards the end of the
module, this was something that I valued greatly, and that pushed my work in
the right direction.
I had
avoided seeking help for so long that I became very lost and angry about my
work. But after talking to the tutors, I felt so much better, and it gave me
the inspiration I had needed the whole time. I shan’t wait in the future, I
will ask for help as soon as its needed.
When it
came to applying my illustrations to packaging and various other products, it
all started to make sense to me. I was so lost in ideas prior to this, that the
whole point of the module seemed to escape my brain.
When I
finally had some work that I was happy with, I started to make tea boxes, and
started to think about how and where they would fit in the market, and what
else could accompany them etc.
Mocking
these up was really enjoyable and quite exciting, as you envision it in the
real world. I effectively created my own potential business, as I was creating
packaging for loose leaf tea, which there’s a huge gap in the market for. I
tried to use my skills from Life’s a Pitch to think about how I would promote
the business, how it could grow, where it would work best and what the
customers would want. These were all things that factored into my decision
making, which was really refreshing and quite interesting to me.
Although I struggled
greatly at the start of this module, I feel like I’ve come a long way, and I’ve
learnt so much from my mistakes and my struggles.
Understanding
myself and what I’m capable of is something that I’m slowly learning. I’m
starting to have opinions and views on things as well as becoming passionate
about things, and I think this will naturally feed into my practice in the
future. The prospect of an open brief isn’t as daunting to me now as it was at
the start, and I’m becoming far more confident within my work.